long time...no type...

hey hows it going, i just wanna quickly try to explain whats been going on with my pc (it's been kinda/sorta complimakated haha). Basically my telephone/internet provider called me offering me a 'better' deal and i was suckered into it..first they screwed up and charged me like 300 bux 4 a modem they told me would be free..charged me 44 dollars a month 4 a mobile (i didnt even want) which they told me would only be five dollars a month (after pressuring me into adding it in)..THEN they charged me heaps more a month than what i normally paid for the net..anyhoo after weeks of going back n forth, me sending back modem etc they 'fixed' my account back to where it originally was only there was a huge 'but'...see this was just basically designed to screw me over as I had been a longtime customer so was getting charged original rates from way back but their contract price had changed, and so there was no way for me to get the same gigs/net price i had before so they quietly halfed it and now im paying the same but less/slower internet so i can only look up a few things and then its gone..of course I had no idea so i just blogged away/checked out sites/viewed and uploaded to my youtube accounts as per normal and i used up all my usage ~in two days (normally i never run out... :/ so i had to wait a whole month to be able to upload again and after two days its already slowed right down again..so basically...long story short..we the little people have been screwed yet again by the giant corporation..and no, they REFUSE to change it back (since this was their secret evil plan all along) so free advice, if anyone calls offering u a 'better deal' HANG THE PHONE UP...its a total scam ..i learned this the hard way and now im trapped until 23 months later and i will change provider..sux major time huh? anways other than that, ive been working heaps crazy lately so it's been pretty boring but i did manage to get to the shops and buy me this cute bianca Jagger/Audrey Hepburn esque leapord fur (faux) turban i simply adore :) oh and Im still trying to get my guitar operational but until i can save 4 a new amp and guitar its not sounding too wonderful hah me and technology...dont mix... hope u had a great past month and are having an amazing day as per usual :)

For those who don't have a family..or a picture perfect one even :)

hey all, here I am again...with a new life observation...ever wonder how your life would've turned out if you had been born into a completely different family? Imagine, growing up in a completely different country, knowing different people and having an entirely different life plan mapped out ahead of you. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like for just a second to be free from the burdens/restraints of the family destiny threw me into LOL. not going to go too much into it but basically moving clear across the country isnt enough distance between us at this point and Im basically the square peg in a round peg family..if that makes any sense..I was so incensed at the treatment i was recieving by people who were supposed to love me when i suddenly had a realisation...it's not your family who make you, you are what you make yourself. They will always have their preconcieved misconceptions about me but I cant blame them for my fears/insecurities, furthermore if i let these fears/insecurities and issues rule my life I'll be following their poor example by personal choice and I'll definetly have no one else to blame but myself. Sometimes it's easier to just glide by in life but Im trying to gain the courage to live my life as opposed to drift along, it's harder than it sounds for some..me especially. So you cant pick your family..who cares, you CAN choose what sort of life you want to live. I just have to sort of electric shock my brain and try to retrain it to follow MY way of thinking, as opposed to their forced way of thinking and operating. Ill keep spreading as much positivity as I can find in myself and hope that others will spread some back to me, then it'll be a win, win situation :) im no expert this is just a place where I can put my thoughts into some random order and hope they make sense to me in a few days when I come back after calming down from being extremely upset/pissed off n have a read, Kind of like an open diary I guess..and you all get 1st dibs on reading it..(poor u haha) in other news, I tried out a chocolate masque today..which kinda sounded awesome cuz i thought it would smell and taste like chocolate, but it only smelt like a weird burnt plasticky scent (ugh) and wasnt like the couvetoure chocolate I was expecting, but my skin did feel great after wards..but I much would've preferred melting some chocolate down and pouring it onto my face (or just eating it...) LOL. Anyway, this brings me to a new junction in my life where I basically have to stop being afraid of everything, so for the next 10 weeks i have to make myself do something scary I would normally be to afraid to do. My list of fears is probably longer than most people would ever imagine, (I rarely leave my house even..) but Im gonna think up what I can do..I dont have much cash so anything I try will have to be pretty inexpensive..and Im not game 4 jumping off of a platform or leaping from a plane yet..Ill work up to that LOL... but if you have any ideas, let me know, and Ill blog some pix of me trying to break outta my fear shell, so I can finally stand up and be the girl I am... so I guess my new motto is..no fear?? ( I say with trepidation haha) hope you are all having an awesome day as per usual and thanks so much for following..I wish u all an awesomely amazing tomorrow!! :)

ps, here's possibly the ugliest pic of me ever posted of me trying out the chocolate masque....have a laugh on me :) oh n 1 of my new hair...but I wanna go back to blonde already LOL typical me!!

hey hows it going..4 some reason blogger aint letting me reply to comments GRRR have to find a way to do this again cuz b4 i could reply as myself but now for some reason it wont...i may have to move my blog to somewhere where i DONT have to hack the system to reply to u all..anyways, thanx 4 the kind comments it means so much to know that there are some 'normal' people out there and i am truly grateful :) ok..well, whew! now to figure out how to hack this bloggie thing again LOL thanx again!! :D

hi!!

hey, long time no see, been working thru a lot of issues plus emotional crap and havent wanted 2 annoy any of u with the details so havent been on 4 a while but hopefully, well, things appear to be taking an upward turn so im just gonna play it out by ear n see how it goes. Thanx 4 standing by :)went to see the King Tut exhibition at the melbourne Museum which was awesome (and hurt my feet a LOT) so trying to get my cash saved up to a point where i can see all the rock 'n' roll/art museums im dying to get out to..1st stop im def making is to go to Draculas eat some good food and watch an amazing horror filled show..sounds like fun huh? cant believe i wasted so much time waiting 4 people who turned out to be false. Now Im gonna go to see whatever i want when ever i want and i suggest everyone take that advice from now on too..life is too short to spend it waiting on someone elses agenda, if u wanna do something, DO IT and dont let anyone elses emotional baggage get in your way.Be compassionate/kind but dont let it destroy your life, u need to take care of yourself to take care of others..weird but true, too bad i seemed to have learnt that lesson the hard way..anyways..im gonna get me some sleep, ill keep u posted on my next lot of adventures and endeavours as soon as i work out the fine details so they'll work out good, i refuse to put my time and effort into anything unless i know the end result will be as close to perfect as possible so thats why it takes me a hella long time haha. Well thats it from me for now, have a great evening/day and i leave u with 1 quote that has served me these last trying few weeks..carpe diem!!

:)

hey everyone..sorry long time, no post..been dealing with a whole mountain load of personal shit which I dont really wanna bother anyone else with but so far so good. Spent an amazing day just sitting on the lake..soundz boring to most but u know what..i'd prefer that over spending a bajillion dollars on a shopping trip in new york, u know...i mean u get a truer source of happiness just staring at the swans skimming over the lake or lazing back on the grass staring up at the vivid green leaves stark contrast against a postcard blue backdrop of a perfect autumn days sky its real...thats something no amount of money can buy, thats for damn sure :) well, now that im done sounding like a dodgy

self help book LOL Im gonna get back to practising my guitar..still havent worked up enough gutz to actually play it in front of anyone (and probably never will?) but loves the solitude of endless scales and searing solos on a sunny autumn day nonetheless..hope u all had an amazing day also..and when u get stressed out/freak out, try finding a lake somewhere, just ignore everyone/everything else thats goin on, plug in your fave tunes, lean back n watch all that crap just dissolve away :) ps heres a pic i 'gimp'd' of some of my inspirations and random colour schemes..oh n threes a special appearance in there of my fave guitar :)

Hard lessons Learned In Life...

Sometimes as u wander your way through life not really paying attention to whats going on around you, or maybe you you've drifted off so far from yourself you find yourself losing sight of who you really are....Sometimes you trust people more than they deserve, or sometimes you find it so hard to trust yourself that you find it difficult to trust other people. Truth is theres no pure hard and fast way to know that who you view as your friends or confidants are truly worthy of that honour or not..all you can do is put your hope, faith and heart in a little glass jar and shakily hand it to someone you somehow deemed worthy enough to trust with most of your deepest secrets.Unfortunetly for me and so many people in my position over the course of 2 sleepless nights and days someone chose to smash that glass jar.. then to further the insult they proceed to trample on my faith and hope and stab my heart through with a thousand daggers...with little or no thought or respect to my feelings. As i paced the hallway livid with anger, and my heart crushed with such intense hurt i realised that it started to bring up all the thoughts and anger that i had pushed aside from other people who had done the same thing.Only it was slightly different. This definetly hurt more because the reason for the attack was completely unfounded. Reflecting back i thought about how I felt then and how I felt now..Anger can release itself in so many different ways but inevitably when you sum it all up anger as an emotion can only manifest in 1 form and that is pure negativity. Anger, hate,depression,withdrawal and spite are all forms of negativity that can and will occur if u allow yourself to be overtaken by that 1 emotion.So to cut a very long story short I decided there and then that no longer was I to exert such a negative force on my life, towards another person or place or myself. From this moment on I decided to channel that energy into a positive form and focus that positivity into something ive never really focused on before. MYSELF. My whole life Ive been too scared of trying anything, because everytime something remotely good happened to me i would lose friends or cause people to be upset or jealous or enraged (all negative forms by the way) so i put down my guitar, put down my artwork, put down my cosmetology skills and let other people copy my dreams,my personality and my aspirations, and do well whilst Ive sat and watched in the sidelines..well, no more..Im gonna focus on being the best me (the ONLY me) there can be - no matter what people do to try to bring me down. I shall make positivity my new life motto and I shall spread it to all I see, living negatively is no way to spend your life, even if you feel you were accused or hurt, even if you feel you were wrong or right, even if you feel downtrodden and especially even if youve been so hurt by the people around you that are MEANT to support and nurture you.The more positive thoughts you send to all you meet, all you love and all you dislike the more positivity will come back around to you, and seeing how I havent exactly tried very hard this month and so many exciting things have happened already I can only imagine such great things that will be waiting for me around the corner..well, not only for me but for everyone esp if you are hurt, angry and even especially to the people who choose to hurt you because maybe if something positive happens in their life they will start to feel some sort of compassion in their lives and might actually think twice before doing that to someone else further down the track, you never know where life will lead you and inevitably you always meet the same people on your way down that u trampled on when you were on the way up. And that goes for us all, so hopefully if we all deal with each other in a positive light we will all move up in life on to bigger better and greater things, living our dreams to the full and NOT kicking the people who were already down to begin with..not cool.. a wise man once quoted that 'a real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.' Walter Winchell. Ive always held this as a true representation of what a true friend should be..from now on I will look 4 this as my basis for forming new friendships instead. After all if we all have the same base/beliefs then all our faults and /or differences wont mean a thing theyll just be what makes the friendship interesting but more importantly, ill be sure to make for damn certain that the person I choose to protect my lil glass jar full of hope, faith and heart is worthy of such a responsible and precious task. I hope u all make sure that who you trust are responsible enough and complete in heart enough to care for you back as this is what true dreams are made of and where you will find much enrichment in your life.

Disclaimer: those who constantly get offended by text for no reason at all, this is about an emalgamum of people/events in my life not just 1 event. Im drawing on how i was affected by what happened in the last two days and my earlier life not on the actual people who did said things or what they did or didnt do..water under the bridge...its just a reflection on how I shouldve/couldve lived my life differently to avoid getting into these scrapes..I have just used these last 2 days and events in my earlier life as an example. This is meant more for my own advice than anyone elses and I mean no ill will to anyone

WOOOHOO

hey peeps..off on a trip soon n im sorta excited 4 half of it but...not so excited to see my family so much haha..im gonna see my lil bro get married which will be cool but weird how everyone u intensely dislike tends to show up to these gatherings huh?? LOL anywayz who cares..im a kick my shoes off n have me a total blast with my bestie who i havent seen for 3 (4?) cant remember now years...but A LOOOOONG time n is my main reason for going...(due to the fact that i LIKE her and no halfwit morons will be around to wreck the day like at my brothers wedding HAHA) Planning as much jamm paced excitement in the two days i will be there and am seriously hoping neither of the planes crashes n takes me out b4 my time as i will be SUPER p'd off!!LOL my life is kinda/sorta startin to pick up n dont want it to end just yet..im super paranoid at flying can u tell?? LOL but as with all fears the only way thru it is to push yourself off of the diving board n jump off into the deep end n see what happens oncce your thru the other side else you'll never achieve anything in life..sooo here goes it!! anywayz hope u r all havin a great time too!! till next time (and possibly some camera/vid footage on my you tube??) stay awesome n live your dreamz!! :DDD xoxoxox

more pix from post before...see last post 4 other pix

ok so these r last couple pix..Harbour town which somehow even has a rainbow..(go visit n see if theres a rainbow for u too!!) an 'insiders' view of the *ahem* ladies room (in case u were wondering..yup toilets were gross..just thought Id share haha) and an old hotel :) hope u like post below if you've been or if u have a funny caption 4 the toilet pic HAHAHA catcha all soon n have an awesome day filled with much awesomeness!!

Sightseeing from your computer screens Part Two...Melbourne city :)

Hi guys..just posting pix from my latest trip to melbourne...This will probably be my last Melb City trip 4 a while since Ill be slaving like a dog 4 the next couple months so enjoy this lil sneak peek at 1 of the greatest cities on Planet Earth

my net :(

hi peeps just lettin u know ive been havin some major net issues so thats why i havent been able to post anything much or blip any songs :( major withdrawal syndrome here ) anyhowz hope u r all havin an awesome day n ill be back with more bloggies/you tube postings soon!!!

weird...

this may be weird..but i kinda had to like follow MYSELF?!?!? to be able to post comments back to u all..so just letting u know..no I am not THAT selfabsorbed that I would even follow myself..Im just technologically inept and this is the ONLY way it would let me post back..stoopid huh? oh well..have a great day!! :DDDDD



Some of my fave bands!!



Waiting 4 yet another tram

Station

heya all n how u doing?? im home and incredibly exhausted..but happy tired because I just had the most amazing day...altho I forgot to buy most of what I wanted to because I met such amazing ppl today and got a lot of contacts/info to starting up properly as a make up artist etc which in a way I guess, worked out to be more important than actual 'stuff' in the long run :) plus everything in melbourne is waaaay spread out n im a doofus and kept catching the wrong trams HAHAHA. I took the pic of info booth because a lot of my fave bands r on it and I kinda/sorta got all excited even though I got someweird looks 4 doing so...So the 411 on what I bought today..two brushes from MAC..the 208 eyebrow and 209 eyeliner, a teasing brush from some hairdresser place I cant recall the name of (too much fun haha)(OOPS i just found the bag..its from Petra hair), a bangle with cute flowers, a bling turquoise and silver ring, cake eyeliner from Kryolan (I wanted so much more from there but was babbling away and 4got!! I am SOOO kicking myself right now!!) But the absolute cutest thing I bought today, which I SOOO ADORE is a cute love heart shaped leapord print handbaggy clutch thingie..its sooo funky I LOOOOVE it!! and it was from Valleygirl of all places!..I also saw this cute lil Lolly Shoppe with awesome window display (pic) and I couldnt walk past the cupcake shop without bringin 1 along 4 the rest of my journey!! They had HEAPS of cupcakes to chose from and i had so much trouble deciding haha. Hope u all had an amazing day and live ur dreams 2 the full too!! xoxo

yeaaaahhhh!!

hey all how u doin? just wanted 2 share that I may have(finally) gotten my dream job as make up artist at a day spa here and Im super, super excited...I had no 1 to really share with cuz all my friends were offline n I had no phone credit n i posted on my wall but no1 saw it haha   but oh well...whateva..Im so excited n just HAD to tell someone..sometimes im kinda dont feel like posting anything cuz no 1 ever reads stuff i post or leaves a comment but at least its kinda putting my thoughts/feelings out there i guess..like some virtual diary that doesnt have a lock but no ones really interested to read it HAHAHA oh well..thats my big news and Im gonna be doin a lotta free makeovers to get my portfolio goin AAAANNNND gonna go on a shopping trip to Melbourne to get some brushes etc i need so maybe ill post that up on my youtube but not sure if I can find any1 to take over camera operator duties and it just looks silly when u try to film yourself..i mean really (i tried believe me) well..hard work starts here because Im def gettin in so all u other makep ppl better lookit!! LOL anyhoo hope u dream big (or even small) dreamz that come true for u too!! have an amazing day!! xoxoxoxo

hello hello!!

...and good times to all :) just a quick note as I'm in the middle of something that u shall all see later...I had a weeell.. interesting night last night..no aircon at work so it was like being stuck in a sauna for 8 hrs...(at least i sweat off a couple kilo haha..and my skin looks great this morning haha) then even tho it had been an absolute stinker for about 4 dayz (love aussie weather) the heavens suddenly split open and decided to let rip..it poured..and i mean it bucketed down and sadly some people lost their homes, had to evacuate and lost their belongings...cars were floating down the street, trees came down, the works so i wish everyone affected their health and happiness..remember if u lost your belongings etc..they are ONLY things and things can be replaced..people cant so treasure every moment u are with your loved ones family and I hope u r all safe and well :) I lucked out, only minor flooding in my garden and water pouring through my chimney and into my oven/stove and a lot of mopping in my kitchen but Im thankful my lil guinea piggie made it through ok..(he wasnt even wet..smart little guy!! (he pushed his food dish against opening to block the rain!!) anyway hope u r all well wherever u r as well, sure been some crazy weather here in the land of Oz what with floods/cyclones/storms etc..satay safe wherever u r and alwayz make the best of EVERY situation and you'll alwayz come thru it ok, stronger and with an amazing story to add to your 'life' collection :) have an amazing day n dont 4get to cheer someone up today..it only takes a smile and gives u much more in return then you give!! xoxoxo
Ps: in this pic. Mohawk Punk Rocker my lil Peruvian longhair guinea pig..isnt he cute? (and smart!!) LOL

Dreamscapes, arts n crafts and the mess on my living room floor...

Good morning, good morning and here we face another fine Sunday morning..(ok its afternoon now..WHATever!!) I'm in the midst of trying 2 change my life...(yet again) and thought I'd make myself a dreamscape..something I havent done since my primary school days and who knows? maybe this 1 wont end up scrunched up n thrown in the bin by my well meaning yet un sympathetic mother. (all paper is mess...therefore all dreamscapes are 'in the bin,' so you can't find it when you come back from  school 1 day LOL) Anyway I'm not sure if you are all as messy as me when undertaking art projects but my living room floor literally looks like a giant has upchucked paper, pencils, glue and pencil sharpenings all over my (ahem) lovely? floral carpet. So I thought I'd better finish what Im doing as I have 2 work later tonight...and I dont have a proper day off for a fair while to clean it. Whilst we're on the subject.has anyone else ever leant on said artwork creation whilst glueing another piece down and somehow glued their ELBOW to the piece??I achieved that last night..I'm not sure exactly how..but yup! I did. (I'm not very proud of myself there haha) Anywayz..a dreamscape is kinda..just something you make that is full of all your thoughts, inspirations, goals and things that make u happy when you look at them. I guess mine is kinda an assortment of different images of places I want to visit (or return to), people who inspire me, goals I have and just random things that represent things that are personal to me that put a happy smile on my face..even though someone else might be confused when they look at it..basically anything that motivates me to live my life the way  I WANT TO cuz as everyone knows its all too easy to just 'coast along' in life and not accomplish anything. Anywayz..thats it from me 4 now..(more babbling I guess haha) who knows? ..maybe you can make your own dreamscape/collage and send me pix..that would be awesome!! remember to make it yours and yours alone that way you'll be personally inspired to make the best life of your short time here on this earth every day!! Have an awesome day...happy creating!!

ps: some eggos n bacon 4 your sunday morn/noon brunch!! (and yes it IS supposed  to look kinda like a deranged muppet..ALWAYZ play with your food!! xoxox

tryin to find my 6 pack (or my apperent lack of a 6 pack...)

hey..bored  n obviously have way 2 much time on my hands again..so I blog some more..Ive kinda been slack lately..ok 4 the last 3 yrs ive been HOPELESSLY LAZY haha (ok, ok u twisted my arm) and whilst i used 2 have a figure worth showin off in cute clothes and bathing suits i now have a figure worth hiding under huge coats and oversized baggy tshirts..not the only issue tho..i also drag my feet when i walk (i have no car so thats EVERYWHERE) and i used 2 jog everywhere wheras now i kinda just plod along and scarier still, i get heart palpitations, start sweating and feel like im generally about to have a heart attack after walking up 2 steps on a flight of 50..sooo long story short..somethings gotta give..I started workin out again recently but still have a strange obsession with  eating sugar on everything with everything, which ive never really had b4 because i generally like 2 eat healthy foods soo..this week ive really tried to 'kick my royal butt' as it were n have been workin out like i used 2 and eating a lot of this wonderful green stuff they like to call 'salad'. I have to say I feel a thousand percent better and RAN up a flight of stairs yesterday and didnt feel so much like dying (out of breath yes, but not hyperventilating as per usual so, MUCH better) I think sometimes its easy to kinda get stuck in a routine/habit and just sit in front of the tv and watch martial arts films and biggest loser style tv shows marvelling at how good they look/hard they work out, whilst munchin on a ginormous bag of potato chips, flicking stations with the remote control..ORRR sat at my pc for 3.5 hrs playin the sims 3 neglecting my housework and or healthy meals n workouts...sometimes u feel kinda like u r stuck in 1 spot and feel too lazy/set in your ways to move on. Wanting a better more fulfilled life but lacking the motivation to actually do something about it...but as in the words of the immortal Bruce Lee

"If you always put limit on everything you do, physical or anything else. It will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them."   so with that in mind i keep pushin everyday trying to push past that giant wall of comfort that makes us settle into a form of life that whilst comfortable, it makes us regress into nothingness..u cant be someone if u dont move and take action..just like u cant accomplish something unless u get off of your butt n do something positive about it...and if u hit that mark, that goal weight, that mark u set for yourself that u worked so hard to achieve..MAKE A NEW ONE at an even higher level then, and only then will u start to see how you can truly spread your wings and fly... anywayz..Id better get to my workout now..have an awesome day/noon/nite wherever u r and work towards makin your dreams come true no matter how small or large they are :D

Lava lamps....computer illiteracy and something new and SHINY!!!

How u all doin??? well..i've been kinda/sorta busy.Had a lame ass attempt at posting my first you tube video..its really dodgy but im just figuring out how 2 work everything...and apparently...(or so my computer tells me...) Im kinda bad/impatient at waiting 4 things to load and or editing etc so im kinda gonna have to work on that haha...Let me tell ya, my butt hurts from sittin so long I have no idea how ppl who work in an office can sit all day long..i really honest to gosh have no idea...bizarre, i work in retail/stand all day and let me tell u all..i prefer standing!! (Much respect to those who r forced to sit all day..I salute u!!) Anyhoo..so other than that I started a twitter account altho its kinda weird..im a babbler by nature and only 140 characters?? hmmmm well i guess I can spew the rest of my random word vomit here so can't be that bad...i guess LOL...SORRY!! ( a pre-emptive apology cuz 4 real..i truly can talk the ears off of a donkey...) I also wanted to show u all somethin I bought today that i totally LOOOOOOVE...See, I'm ADDICTED to lava lamps..have alwayz had at least 1 if not way more than that in my house SOMEwheres (and have also retained the carcasses of many a random lava lamp gone by)  and today a little sparkly pink glittery thing caught my eye (and those who know me best know I can't resist sparkles/glitter and or leapord print) and at 10 bux (and me being so broke) I just KNEW it had to be mine (oh yessss....it WOULD be mine..)and so I snuck it into my weekly budget of ohhhh..i dunno, food/bills/toilet paper..u know the deal..and so here it is..my first cute lil sparkly pink/purply glittery lamp...sooooo thats all there is to report for now..ill be posting soon (hopefully haha) my next vid of my finished paintings and have sorta been workin on some of my guitar stuff...altho thats sorta hard at the moment cuz i somehow cracked the neck of my guitar *heavy sigh* and i have 2 be even more creative when composing as I have to avoid certain frets etc..but I guess that just makes it even more creative/fun than normal right?? (so cant wait to be able to get a new 1 but have 2 save a bit longer..and Im soooo sad to lose this guitar as its awesome..or at least was..)so anyhoo..thats it 4 now..enjoy the pix of Sparkles my new lamp (yeah..im a namer of random and inanimate objects...sorry!!) and have an awesome day wherever u r..I leave u all with a great quote thats also somewhat disturbing....

Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings. ...  so good morn/noon/nite whereva u r in this great planet of ours n remember..only u can make your dreams come true..live life by living your dreams every second u get!! xoxoxo

Ps: I LOOOOVE that BIG is playin on my tv in this pic HAHAHA 4got about that!! who doesnt love Tom Hanks in BIG???

 

Hellooo again

is back...new news is i've actually posted something up on my you tube account..bad news is that I don't like the video/backgrounds i have to work with, but no mind..I can just get a proper video editing thingie n make them look a little cooler...I guess..HAHA hope u r all great n the link 2 my first lame/dodgily shot video is http://www.youtube.com/user/ThEvELVeTLAiR?feature=mhum anyhoo...catcha soon!! :)