hey hows it going..4 some reason blogger aint letting me reply to comments GRRR have to find a way to do this again cuz b4 i could reply as myself but now for some reason it wont...i may have to move my blog to somewhere where i DONT have to hack the system to reply to u all..anyways, thanx 4 the kind comments it means so much to know that there are some 'normal' people out there and i am truly grateful :) ok..well, whew! now to figure out how to hack this bloggie thing again LOL thanx again!! :D

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hey, long time no see, been working thru a lot of issues plus emotional crap and havent wanted 2 annoy any of u with the details so havent been on 4 a while but hopefully, well, things appear to be taking an upward turn so im just gonna play it out by ear n see how it goes. Thanx 4 standing by :)went to see the King Tut exhibition at the melbourne Museum which was awesome (and hurt my feet a LOT) so trying to get my cash saved up to a point where i can see all the rock 'n' roll/art museums im dying to get out to..1st stop im def making is to go to Draculas eat some good food and watch an amazing horror filled show..sounds like fun huh? cant believe i wasted so much time waiting 4 people who turned out to be false. Now Im gonna go to see whatever i want when ever i want and i suggest everyone take that advice from now on too..life is too short to spend it waiting on someone elses agenda, if u wanna do something, DO IT and dont let anyone elses emotional baggage get in your way.Be compassionate/kind but dont let it destroy your life, u need to take care of yourself to take care of others..weird but true, too bad i seemed to have learnt that lesson the hard way..anyways..im gonna get me some sleep, ill keep u posted on my next lot of adventures and endeavours as soon as i work out the fine details so they'll work out good, i refuse to put my time and effort into anything unless i know the end result will be as close to perfect as possible so thats why it takes me a hella long time haha. Well thats it from me for now, have a great evening/day and i leave u with 1 quote that has served me these last trying few weeks..carpe diem!!

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hey everyone..sorry long time, no post..been dealing with a whole mountain load of personal shit which I dont really wanna bother anyone else with but so far so good. Spent an amazing day just sitting on the lake..soundz boring to most but u know what..i'd prefer that over spending a bajillion dollars on a shopping trip in new york, u know...i mean u get a truer source of happiness just staring at the swans skimming over the lake or lazing back on the grass staring up at the vivid green leaves stark contrast against a postcard blue backdrop of a perfect autumn days sky its real...thats something no amount of money can buy, thats for damn sure :) well, now that im done sounding like a dodgy

self help book LOL Im gonna get back to practising my guitar..still havent worked up enough gutz to actually play it in front of anyone (and probably never will?) but loves the solitude of endless scales and searing solos on a sunny autumn day nonetheless..hope u all had an amazing day also..and when u get stressed out/freak out, try finding a lake somewhere, just ignore everyone/everything else thats goin on, plug in your fave tunes, lean back n watch all that crap just dissolve away :) ps heres a pic i 'gimp'd' of some of my inspirations and random colour schemes..oh n threes a special appearance in there of my fave guitar :)